Whirlwind 2 months.
Ended a relationship. Started another.
Started another job. Ended all jobs.
New friends made. Old friends lost.
Went for interview. Succeeded miraculously.

Can't use any words go describe how happy I am right now. How I feel like I am finally in charge of my own life. How I feel so loved by all the people in my life who truly cares about me. The kind of happiness I'm feeling right now, the raw, pure kind. I would say I feel infinite but it's me to always, always think negatively in the brightest situations.

I wonder about a lot of stuff I wish I wouldn't.
Is this happening because I was at the right place at the right time, saying the right things?
But isn't life like this? Timing is everything. I guess I just don't want to be part of trial and error.


All my life I've been fighting to be special. I just got to start feeling special about myself first.
Fighting!