Date : Sunday, December 27
Time : 5:17 AM
Title : shamlessssssssssssss

I'm feeling so irritated.
Bloody hell, how can she scold another person like she hasn't done any shitty and shameless things before. Yea, as if her conscience is clear. I wonder how many couples she has come in between, not that I think I was the first anyway.
AHRGHARGHAG really not worth it getting pissed 'cos of her but can't help it. Freaking screwed up my lifeeeeeee.
Zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.

Date : Monday, December 14
Time : 8:09 PM
Title : <3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3

I will promise you to live with only you in my two eyes
I will promise you to live with only you in my two arms
From the time I open my eyes and till I sleep I will only yearn for you
I love you don't forget these words I love you forever

I will become the shade in the hot summer
I will become your umbrella when it rains
I will become the small chair when you become tired from walking
So that your happiness will be doubled, I wll laugh with you
I will become the towel when you cry to wipe you tears

I will promise you to live with only you in my two eyes
I will promise you to live with only you in my two arms
From the time I open my eyes and till I sleep I will only yearn for you
I love you don't forget these words I love you forever

Rap:
We are like coffee and doughnut
Giving me happiness you are my special
Day by day you are running low on energy Emergency
Breathing life into you, your sweet scent

The love I hid every single day
On the day we are together I will show you all

I will promise you that wherever I am I will only remember you
I will promise you that whatever I am doing I will remember you
Forever I will live with this new path in my life
I love you don't forget there words I love you forever

Rap:
Yes A.N.JELL here! I will promise just do it Girl
I love you, what more do I need?
My thumping left heart will answer you
One step two step three and four
I will slowly move closer to you
I can't tell you to wait for me because I will take you

I will promise you to live with only you in my two eyes
I will promise you to live with only you in my two arms
From the time I open my eyes and till I sleep I will only yearn for you
I love you don't forget these words I love you forever

Date : Wednesday, November 25
Time : 11:45 PM
Title : KITTTTTTTTY LABBBBBBB!

KITTTTTTTY LABBBBBBB AHAHAHAHA OMG EVERYTHING IS SUPER CUTE THEREEEEE..
But the ticket is *&@!^#!@&* expensive ; ;

Lol grigri and his weird antics -_-
Gina's the ranger kitty, I'm the hot-tempered kitty (-____-), grigri's the DREAMY kitty and qi's the girly kitty. Wah qi's kitty is so damn cute ): jealous. She won all the mini games so she gets to choose EVERYTHING. Argh, I lose 1 that's why I have stupid shoes. And the stupid hat is there 'cos I ran out of time to choose. Gri's one just looks like a tranny. -_-

And he bought me the Dr. Kitty plushie! HEHEHEHEHEHHEHEHEHE so niceeeeeeee.
Wanted to buy it with my own money but he went off to buy it sneakily. Hehehe.
SO CUTEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.

Hiak, SMM tomorrow! Am in super good mood to go now thanks to Kittylab! :D

Date : Monday, November 23
Time : 1:11 AM
Title : Happy Birthday to Jerrrrrrrry!

Escapade. Was super super super super super tired after that and fell sick the day after -_-
Dammnn but the event was quite fun and interesting. Why didn't I have such events when I was an O'level candidate, damn kids these days are lucky.

Then there was Sam's 21st birthday. Nice cake :/
There wasn't really anything to do but chatting is always a good way to pass time. But I was quite happy that day, bought 4bras for 34bucks at White Sands LOL weeeeheeeeee good deal and I got to try the make you own yogurt thing from Yogen Fruz.

Did a photoshoot with Asterisk yesterday. I-hate-makeup. Zzzzzz my face was so white and grigri said I look like ghost. AND I think so too. Too much make up for me to take it argh. So glad Dawn didn't manage to buy any fake eyelashes for me hehehehe. But the shoot was fun, fooling around with the girls and all. I realised how much I hate my hair too. Zzzzzz stupid high forehead. Not gonna post any "preview" pictures here 'cos I look like a tranny in my opinion and it'll scare people away.

Okay anyway, went to Anime Festival Asia today. It was okayyyyyyy~~~ only though. ): I think Kitty Lab will pwn AFA. I think partly 'cos the seiyuu for Mio didn't come to SG -_- CHEAT MY FEELINGS. Zzzzzz but K-On rocks :D But no songs no Mio...... sigh. And I didn't even get to buy the pins. Zzz AND I didn't get to buy the solid perfume by the Harajuku Girls brand, not sure if that's the brand name lol. Arghhhh was super tired and whining to go home but grigri wanted to stay for the I <3 Anisong concert so well, I did.
Wellllllllllllllllllllllllll, it's not worth buying the concert pass. But maybe 'cos I have no idea what anime songs they sung. >< No impact on me. Didn't really feel the goodness of May'N too lol with all the hype with her. But after hearing her sing and seeing everyone go crazy, I'm wanting to watch Macross Frontier even more now. Heh.

And Gokusen Movie is out. Need to watch it! And there's gonna be a freaking Professor Layton movie next year -__________- wow a movie from a NDS game. Imba.
And Nodame Cantabile movie next year too. Can't wait.


Okay, the main point of blogging is here.
I HAVE FINALLY EFFING B-ED EVANS HUAEHUAHEUAHUEAHUEHAUEHUAHEUAHEUAHEUAHEUAHUEAHUEHAUHEUAH
-SMUG-
Okay actually, nothing to be smug about. Doubt I can maintain that score anyway ><
AND I SS-ED COMING TRUE HAHAHAHA. Did I mention that in my previous post?! Dunno DON'T CARE. Too happy. WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO.
Evans evans evans evans evans evans!!!
Heheheheeheehehheehehehehehehhehehehehehehe I loveeeeeeee Jubeat! Can't wait for compy!

And I am 3 levels away from Betoni's Warhammer in Aion. Zzzzz so harddddddd to level... Clerics suck at grinding bahhhh 1 hour 1 bar.. and that's with my rested status. -_- Zzzzz can't wait to be max level, but I got a feeling the max level is gonna be upped to 55 soon, probably the next patch. Lol. I'll never get to max level like this.
And with SMM coming in 3 days, I should probably be training DotA instead of playing Aion. Lol. At least Mr. Gri is going with me after all. :D He's really super blur and I feel like knocking his head. -_- He mixed up the receipt for his TP for LAST YEAR with THIS YEAR'S receipt. Zzzzzzzz
Nevermind, at least he's going and we got a room! Just gotta wait for Cyn to confirm with me the bus tickets ><



And a very happy birthday to Jerry and Cavan!
No presents for you two booohoohoo.
Maybe.

Date : Tuesday, November 10
Time : 2:35 AM
Title :

So we went out the other day, for our "first date". Hah. A 1 week late date. And I got it only after pestering and irritating him a lot. Lol..
Well, at least I was happy that day. Probably 'cos of the gosu milk tea ice cream I had at Shokudo. I'm addicted to it now. I wanna eat the milk tea ice cream every single day, omg that would make me so happy. ): And My Girlfriend Is An Agent made me laugh too.
He went crazy while we were waiting for our ice cream. Hideous, but that made me laughed too. Ah, lol.. he looks like a ninja in the 3rd one. Hah..


Woot and a picture of me. Cool. This is for Dawn/Tammy whoever complained that they have problems finding a decent picture of me. There, here. -points up-

Anyway, had training the next day and it was crap. Okay no, I should correct that. I was crap. ME was crap. Lol. I seriously feel that they should sub me out. I don't know what's wrong with me. Failing at Jubeat AND DotA. Lol.. and school. And relationship. Lol.. I just wanna rot and have fun. Ahhhh nevermind.
Find it so hard to call him baby here now, okay.

Met him and Jiaboba (don't ask me why but I just felt like it's a nice nick for him HAAAAAAAAAAAHAHAHA) for Paranormal Activity. It's a freaking nice movie imo. But no one believes me. Doubt I have any cred left anyway. I don't go to school = I should shut up. But I can't shut up, so yeah trying to go to school.
We got pangseh-ed so jb had a fun time being a lightbulb. Hiak.


And I'm having a headache right now from drinking at work's function just now. And 'cos I was utterly useless at DotA just now, using potm at that. LOL gg?
Sigh, I really fucking hate school. I can't wait for Friday to come. Then gri will be back, shit test and presentation will be gone. But there's a fucking test on Monday again. I finally understand why some people quit school. I am super tempted to do that right now straight away and say "sorry I need a break I wanna rot for a year" but no I can't do that.
Okay I'm gonna sleep before my headache kills me and I oversleep tomorrow and people in school pban me. Kbailifesucks.

Date : Sunday, November 1
Time : 10:15 PM
Title : Support-a-w4ndeRz

PMS|Asterisk* is trying to raise money to send Cynthia a.k.a w4andeRz to SMM 2009 @ Malacca!
As you can see, I've added a widget at the side bar. Please help us~~ Woooohooooo!
I think Cyn with give everyone who helped a kiss :D No la just joking. Alan will kill me.
Thank you very very very much if you have help us or if you are planning to!
You can also choose to hand us the money personally if you want to, all you have to do is contact either me or any of the other PMS|Asterisk* members.
Once again, thanks!


And since I'm on the topic on SMM, Gregory Tan is not going with me. Woohoo? Lol.

Woohoo man. 'Cos he has his driving test on 28th. And I'm leaving on the 27th. Wooooohooo. I hate my life.
Bai.

Date : Wednesday, October 28
Time : 7:57 AM
Title : Lol?

Okay I just wanna say my life has been fucked up by Gregory Tan and a bitch ever since I came back to Singapore. And for some reason I still decided to stay with him. Not that he begged me to anyway. It's all my own choice. Wow lucky guy?
Cos no I don't wanna go through learning to be single and living without him. No I don't wanna be sad for god knows how long with no one to make me happy. No I don't want to.

So now I'm thinking if only I didn't go to Thailand. WOW nice. I bet my life would still be great now. But still, even if I did not go, he lied to me already. No I don't really care if he lied, as long as he didn't really DO SOMETHING. Too bad, I went to Thailand AND was determined to be a good girlfriend and not drink a lot/flirt etc unlike him. So am I not supposed to let him get out of my sight now?

How I wished I could be like him. Being able to do such bullshit. I can't even fucking do it man. Wow I'm actually quite disgusted. It's so unfair. He knows it but he doesn't care. LOL unfair so? Ahahahahhaaha. Kns. I'm so useless man. 


So now what.
I don't know. I can't really do anything to that bitch anyway. Since she'll probably say I can't even "keep" my own boyfriend ya da ya da ya da. And yeah my head is so filled with images ideas thoughts images images images. Imagining her leaning on him, hugging, kissing ew. Seriously, AM I A SAINT OR WHAT?!
Fuck.

But if I can't let him go, I just gotta blame myself in the future if I get hurt like this again.
It'll probably be byebye fuck off then. No it won't happen again, he says.
And for some reason I am believing it. Not totally, but still. Even now I'm still not sure if I know all the truth. Am I still being lied to? Is he still hiding things from me? As long as he denies, I doubt even if there is, there's no chance of me to find out.

Tired. Fuck bitch. Angry.
I seriously don't know if I should be angry at him, the bitch or myself.
Why do I have to go through all these shit when I'm only 18years old.
Zzzzzzz am I gonna have the same fate as my mum or what?! Walao.


I'm glad there's at least someone to talk to, play dota with during this period of time. I'm glad that at least I truly laughed and smiled even though I was breaking apart during this bullshit. Or am I just unbreakable? LOL.

Okay I don't know what I'm saying already. Fuck you bitch. Okay I wanted to curse her to get drunk and raped but nevermind. I think I'm nice and I shall be nice even to her. So all I'm gonna say is fuck you bitch. Bye.