IIDX is confusing me.
Just when I wanted to take a break from it, I am suddenly improving and finding myself clear 10s and 11s easily. :/ just easy cleared Mendes [H] and Contract [A] today.. and normal cleared Blue Rain [A], Bad Maniacs [H] and Elisha [A] (finally). Don't really dare to post it on facebook even though I really want to.. so afraid that people will think I'm showing off lol. But I feel so acomplished and happy everytime I achieve something I want it to be in black and white LOL. Maybe I should do it here from now on.
And I think I'm over 8th dan. LOL it's okay if I'm not one anymore. Even though Daniel and others think I already am 8th dan standard rofl. Hey, I have a mental phobia of that course. And stupid Daniel keep forcing me to play 8th dan 'cos he's pissed that I can't pass it -_- zzzz and I just disappointed him again today wuwuwu. LOL
But I can always console and defend myself. Which 7th dan person can clear Anisakis [A] or Gold Rush [A] or whatever else I've cleared? I'm really proud of myself for achieving so much in less than 6 months of playing IIDX. Really really want to make more friends through this too... When I see gri and Daniel.. with their o2jam, they made so many true friends. Kinda jealous to be honest. Never experienced that in my life. What's the point of playing a game if there isn't people sharing the joy of it with you? Lol.
When I think back to when I first started IIDX, it was 'cos gri was crazy over it and I was so bored playing Jubeat so I decided to try the game out. And when Sirius came out, I was totally crazy over the game haha. I really love the songs and the challenge it gave me.. and the satisfaction. I didn't even think that I would be good at this game.

I'm confessing my love for IIDX. LOL <3 <3 <3
My birthday is next week and I'm gonna wish that I'd be able to achieve 9th dan by the end of this year. I love you IIDX. HAHAHAHAHAHAHA.