Saw this 2 idiotic people wearing costumes identical to the music video for the DDR song dancing to the song -_- Lol damn funny. Didn't expect Singaporeans to do such fun and outrageous stuff. And I can't figure out wtf the girl is supposed to be. Is that a biscuit? A bread? -_-


Well anyway, Jubeat compy finally ended today and I played like some dabian. At least I'm not last >< that was my aim - not to be last LOL. Hated the song picks as well zzzzzz i rather play the songs in the extreme category, at least I'd have more fun losing.
But the whole event was fun :D
Got to know people I didn't know, and socialise FOR ONCE.

I think I'm really beginning to slowly be accustomed to life without him. I don't think I should really be so dependent on him anymore. It's not easy pretending that I don't care though. Somehow I'm hoping that as long as I keep on pretending I don't care, it'll soon become a fact. Haha.
It feeeeeeeeeels fucking great being out with friends, away from him for a change. I guess he'll probably be happier too.


Went to watch Nodame Cantabile, the movie with Mada and Jerry on Thursday. :D
I'm really glad they are still friends with me, or rather treat me as friends. With all the nonsense I'm giving them in school and all...
The movie was a huge disappointment ): but I kinda expected it though..
Professor Layton is next!

I was SUPPOSED to go Kbox with Qingy on Friday but she cancelled last minute ; ; she's lucky I was still sleeping when she cancelled lol. I'll freaking chop her if I bathed and started preparing to leave house already. Saturday was training day though I did very badly as usual. And finally met up with Marc and Yongsheng. I seriously don't know if they are happy to see me lol especially Marc. On the other hand, it might be just me thinking too much again. I'm really happy they are still treating me as friends too.. or might I say good friends haha. I really really isolated myself and kinda abandoned them after secondary school. Sigh.
That's why I'm forgiving Poo for pangseh-ing me cbbbbbb.

I wanna thank the others at the pub for welcoming me so graciously too. :D


Out out out out out, I've been out everyday and it feels great. But every night it's so hard to fall asleep.
Every night when it's dark and quiet.. my thoughts seem to be as loud as the Beatmania machine at Bugis TKA LOL. Sigh. And the endless nightmares, bad dreams.
I hope they will all go away soon.. as long as I continue not to care.
I'm running, running away from the devil.
HAHAHA ok that's a pun on SNSD's new song.

I'll run away alone if that's how it's gonna be.