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Posted on Tuesday, March 29
Posted at 4:52 PM
Posted at 4:52 PM
I dreamt of something, which I am considering to do or not.
It's such a big part of my life, what would I do without it? Who would I be without it? I bet I would be in a bigger identity crisis is I proceeded to act out my dream.
But it's torturing me in some way. Sigh.
And the age. My age. 20.
Being forced to wake up and leave my lala land.
Just missing the past everyday now. Really horrible.
Was talking to marc yesterday, and I can't believe he's my ex boyfriend rofl. Seriously? Everything's a blur.
+ I can't stop thinking about what I said to him few months back when he called me asking me for advice. I felt even more horrible when I realised I don't remember what I told him.
I shouldn't have said anything back then, when I was in a mess myself. I'm pretty sure I said some dumb stuff. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.
I thought I was smart. Pffffft.
Just wanna see the people I care around me be happy.
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