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New beginnings.

Posted on Sunday, December 19
Posted at 9:04 PM

So, I've finally decided to change my blogskin.
Really like the whole design of this one, the drop box and all.

First ever attempt at drinking/socialising yesterday night lol. I wonder if it's bad if I say I really like the taste of martell and chivas. Fm's birthday, so happy birthday to that emo guy. I have seriously no idea why he looked to emo at sushi yesterday, I sure hope it's not cos he's sitting opposite me -_-

SOOOO anyway, here's an imba picture of him. :D

My mind is suddenly blank... zzz. I think I need good rest. My crazy sister started waking me up at 10am when we were supposed to meet our grandma at 12.30pm.

I would like to do this drinking thing more often, but it's really too much on my wallet for me... For the first time in a long time, I actually felt free... or something like that. Just feels good to have some fun without any other worries.

And what's best is there's Huayan! I'm not going to make an effort to explain how happy I am that she's the closest friend I have now and I hope, for as long as we don't try to kill each other. I'm a jinx, so no... I'm not gonna jinx her away from me. Thank god I have her during this period of time and vice versa for her LOL.

Well, 'cos of the drinking, my plans to meet up with Nic for Jubeat is gone TT and I'll most probably have to live without arcade for this whole week. The curse is happening again, I'll fail terribly whenever I'm determined to improve. Damn.

I'm screwing up a part of my life, and working hard to make the other part right. Lol.

I think I should start over again from zero... I don't know. I'd be psychic if I knew.

I wonder if I tried a new beginning, would I end up in the same place from before.

Gina isn't helping my emo self now, singing an emo korean boyband song loudly and emotionally in the living room. Thanks sis.