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Oh.

Posted on Thursday, May 21
Posted at 8:04 PM

Met grigri yesterday. After 3 days of not seeing him.

Wow 3days.. so short? Felt like a long time.

We watched Dive and ate Skokudo.

Sigh. Yea I sound monotonous 'cos I feel that way.

Zzz how can we be so happy yesterday and not today.

Someone should just invent a memory deleter or something. Then I can go delete away things that I need to forget so that gri and me can be happy. So I won't yadayadayada.

Life sucks.

So it's his fault that he made mistakes. But it's my own problem when I forgive him but can't forget about it.

Yea like what he said, live with it and quit whining.

How great would it be if I could just sleep forever and not wake up to all these bullshit I have to face. Yea I wanna run away I'm a fucking coward, a lazy and whiny bitch.

And such irony that I went out to get his present happily today and just when I bought it the shit starts. Touche.