I've just decided.

I'm not going to blog here and switch to LiveJournal <- Link
For god knows why, I'm so nonchalant now.

You know how people always say a couple would break up when they guy goes into army? I hate it when people say that. I think that these people who fall into the prey of this are manipulated by the sentence and 'curse'. Seriously, isn't it all their hallucination when they think there's something wrong or something has changed in their relationship, when in actual fact, nothing is wrong at all. In the end, when the worse has happened, they'd blame everything but themselves.

The things people deceive themselves, I can't really put a word to it.

Overwhelmed with so much emotions yet I'm unable to express them out. I've no idea how I should act or what I should say. What kind of person I should be?
I know I can't change the person I am.

I'm just deceiving myself. Hah.

Happy 6th month Baby.
So happy yesterday. :D I have no idea how much money he spent again, and I don't think I want to know. But, oh well. HEHEHE.
Feeling so guilty that I didn't do anything for him, when he prepared so much for me. Like omggggg. I love grigri.



First time people give me flowers. Roses! Gosh. So... sweet.

Then, I can't believe he remembered what I said so long ago about wanting to try eating in the cable car. Rofl, it was just a remark I made and poof! :D



Imba smoked salmon.


Imba steak.

Different reactions on today's Geography Elective paper. I thought it was quite okay, not very hard. But so many others thought that it was super hard. Maybe the map reading was super hard, but I didn't think the tourism question was hard at all. Hmm, not sure if I irritated people.

Should be going out to study EMaths with Qingy and some other not confirm people. Then I can play my Pokemon Diamond in the evening. HEHEHE. B's booking out early to do his scary scan. Yucks.


Wooooo. Olevels seems to be over after Chemistry. Lol. But I still have Physics to study. Sigh.

HEHEHEHEHE. Chemistry was relatively easy today, BUT I made stupid careless mistakes. At least I can maybe get a pass. :D
GEOGRAPHY tomorrow! Time to ownnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn.

I screwwwwwwed my AMaths P1 up. Shit.
Who the hell knows how to differentiate ln(sinx). Zzzzz. How would I know that it would be equals to cotx. Zzzzzzzzzzzz.
I am so going to fail my AMaths which I am supposed to get an A. ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ!

Although it's only a day left to the biggggg day, I've not sensed any stress. Bah, something is seriously wrong with me. Whenever I see my friends working hard at those sums or theories around me, I would be wondering if I am doing enough for the exams. But yet, I don't do anything about it. LOL. =p

And I caught Superbad today.
Rofl, watching movies when the Os are coming. Bahhhh. But it's soooooooooooo funny omg. HEEHEEHEE. Lots of funny pictures about those things between men's thighs. =/
Then went to Meritus Mandarin's Triple3 for buffet dinner with his mummy. :O :O :O SOOO EXPENSIVE OKAY. More than my allowance for a month. Heart pain, and the food there is so-so only. So filling too, cheat money.


Going to head to B's house eraly in the morning tomorrow, where I'll hopefully be studying my AMaths and not be distracted by my Pokemon Diamond. Mehhhhh.
I'll just have to remember I have permission from him to game non-stop after the exams. HEHEHE!

Guess I'm not going to Sher and Lei's ROM tomorrow after all. With B preparing to book in and stuff. ):
Hope they have a happy and blissful marriage life! (And have cute cute babies!)

OH MY GOD DUMBLEDORE IS GAY LAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!
What-the-fuckkkkkkkzxzxzx.

=O
OMG DUMBEEEEEE!
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I want the Razer Lycosa Keyboarddddddddd. Saw it at Astatine's blog. Omg, so pretty.
But I have no use for it. Lol. Need a desktop to go with it. Bah.


I'm supposed to be out with Casan now, studying. But it seems that all plans I make to go out fall aparts this week. Oh well, I guess I'll just stay at home and stare at my Geography textbook.
Not sure if I'd be meeting her later in the night. Itching to go out and stretch my legs, exercise my fat thighs. Been rotting at the same place for the past 3days with minimum movement. I
I'm going to be bed-ridden if I don't move about soon.

Had funnnnn last night on IRC. Lol. I didn't know guys could gossip so much. I doubt I gossip as much as they do. =/
Decided on some things too. Hmmm. Everything after my Os I guess.


Sher and Lei's ROM this Sunday. :D So sweet.
Have never been there before. Weeeeeee. What should I wearrrrrrr.

Realise how the words 'a gay thing' comes out when they show Kumar. Lol.

LiveJournal has captivated me. :D
Might switchhhhhhhhhhhhh!

Studied Geography. I soooo want to pawn it, but been thinking whether I can. Bah.
Tourism and Development. DIEEEEEEEEEEEE.
Wondering if I should go out tomorrow. To study or something. It's the 17th already. Monday is coming sooooooo soon. >=[
And there's Leo reminding me that he doesn't need to take the Os. But he has to go to JC, HAH sad life.



Nice nice nice eh?
Love her body lahhhhhhhh!


Texted B the whole day. According to him, he was doing this duty and all he has to do is to sit in place and stare at the 4 walls around him from morning till night. Boring job, but at least he doesn't have to do drills eh? Though I'd choose to do drills instead of having to bear with boredom.
Seriously, why is his army soooo slack? And it's a wonder he is still able to whine and complain. Lol.

Wasted my time away creating a LiveJournal account.
Going to use LJ for some purposes.

I've decided;
Tomorrow would be Geography day. I will finish Tourism and Developement. Sigh, I want to see my friends.


I want to see him more.

Sleep time!
Not before I recite the soluble and insoluble salts to myself.

Can't seem to mug like a crazy asshole.
Argh.
I need to plan properly! Friday is Maths Day with Qingy/Casan.

Bah. So many things on my mind. ): A large portion of it is you.


So many things I feel. Yet I can't put my thoughts to words.
Can't wait for all this to end, so that I'd be nearer to my goal. And yours. I wished I was 20.







Legs look so thin that I feel so happy. Wooooo!



Hm, in need of many many things. But I need money first.
Money is so important that people quarrel over it. Even the sweetest couple would break up because of it. People divorce because of it.
I don't want to be one of those narrow-minded people.

Finally caught Lust, Caution. They edited away everything. -_- Oh well, but the story's nice.
B decided to lend me the laptop after much persuading by me. I'm not supposed to use A LOT and supposed to study a lot. >< I will, I will.

And, I found this.

Ain't he so cute. :D HEEHEEHEE.




Went out out out out! :D I totally don't have Olevels on my mind. Bahhhh.
Caught Mr. Woodcock. AND ate Churros! Finally lahhhhhh. AND B got a new television. T.T Zzzzzz.
ANDDDDDDDDDD ate NYDC. HAHAHAHHAHA.






>< Look like ah beng.


HEEHEEHEE.

Not going to post anything about my lovable friends and fucking school for the moment even though tons of other people are posting about their wonderful friendships and school life right this moment.
I don't want to get myself all emotional. However, if anyone was expecting ME to cry, sorry to disappoint you. Lol. :D


Saw BotakB.
SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO CUTEEEEEEEEEEEEEE OMG!
(So now I know when he says bad things of himself, he is actually good in real life)

Really, he is SO CUTE. <3 <3 <3
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH, HEEHEEHEE.

Daywatch.
Kuishinbo.

Army.


Os.

Just caught Resident Evil: Extinction. :D Quite nice eh eh eh!
I love hot girls. Weeeeeeee. The lead actress is hotter than anyone else I've ever seen. Weet!

Shopping tomorrow. Hohoho, and I'm busy laughing at Poo's new haircut.



FUCK. LOOK AT MY FAT THIGHS. WHAT THE FUCKKKKK! I look so GIGANTIC BIG FAT FUCK! .... -________________-
/me emo.

Pepper lunch-ed. YUMYUM. Didn't really taste anything, might be due to me being sick like hell. -_-
And fuck, my grandmother NEVER believes that I am really sick when I am. >=[ Don't know what's wrong with her.


Can't quite put anything into my mind now. Bahhhh.
B bought me a nice ORANGE shirt when he was in Australia. :D Picture later. Getting fatter again. Sigh. ): Can't stop myself from eating and eating though.

Found a new love, Breadtalk's cookies. :D

First date with B after he came back. ^^ Caught Balls of Fury. Thought it was so-so only, maybe I've been watching too many lame movies lately. Need some artistic movies, like Lust, Caution. HEHEHE. Might be watching with RueyChyi!

Went to eat NYNY for dinner. Ah, what fattening foooooood.

B got this, sausages!


And I had my usual dosage of salmon. :D Swensens is better!







Aha, retard.
People have been skipping school nowadays to self study at home instead of wasting their time in school where all people do is sleep, slack and waste time. I'm thinking of doing the same too, but on second thoughts, would I study at home? Ahhh, that's the question. Lol.

I guess I have no choice but to start now, there's only 18days left. Looks like a long time, but time's been passing so quickly I bet 5years would be be here anytime. All of a sudden, I realised B's going into army next Tuesday. AHAHA, how I love botaks.


Not going to school tomorrow. Sore throat, flu, fatness.
Ahaha, going shopping on Saturday! :D Can't wait. ^^

Oh my oh my, I am seriously not studying. 20more days.
Can't wait for it to come, yet I don't want it to come at the same time. Argh. My brain's as blank as a piece of white paper.

B's coming back tonight. HEEHEEHEE. How sweet. Going to fetch him later I guess, 10PM! ><

SEPTEMBER
Active and dynamic. Decisive and haste but tends to regret. Attractive and affectionate to oneself. Strong mentality. Loves attention. Diplomatic. Consoling, friendly and solves people's problems. Brave and fearless. Adventurous. Loving and caring. Suave and generous. Usually you have many friends. Enjoys to make love. Emotional. Stubborn. Hasty. Good memory. Moving, motivates oneself and others. Loves to travel and explore. Sometimes sexy in a way that only their lover can understand.


Lol, I wonder if I'm really a September girl or not. =/

I think I can't eat Pastamania's baked rice. Bloody shitted so much after eating it. Having a terrible stomachache now. ><


2more days, yea! :D