You know how people always say a couple would break up when they guy goes into army? I hate it when people say that. I think that these people who fall into the prey of this are manipulated by the sentence and 'curse'. Seriously, isn't it all their hallucination when they think there's something wrong or something has changed in their relationship, when in actual fact, nothing is wrong at all. In the end, when the worse has happened, they'd blame everything but themselves.

The things people deceive themselves, I can't really put a word to it.

Overwhelmed with so much emotions yet I'm unable to express them out. I've no idea how I should act or what I should say. What kind of person I should be?
I know I can't change the person I am.

I'm just deceiving myself. Hah.