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Posted on Thursday, March 8
Posted at 10:08 PM
Posted at 10:08 PM
Just when I was about to push those irritating thoughts out of my mind, she has to go and ruin my mood.
Seriously, of course I know how Poo & co. treated me when I was being boycotted. I'm the nuu zhu jiao. And if I didn't know, Poo & co. told me about it when peace was restored.
How did she helped me when Poo was scolding me? Because I think I would have helped her when Poo was scolding her too. So that makes us equal or? I don't know.
It's not like I didn't treat her as a friend too. How much she and I have in common, I forgot. And during that period of time, I treated her like a friend, I liked spending time with her. Too much, so much that it caused RC and me to quarrel.
And there was the time when I was disapointed in her. When I didn't want to get into any quarrels with you over drama, I shut up and listened to her. I didn't utter a single word of complain to her because I trusted she knew her stuff.
I admit I was super cold in the way I talked to her and responded to her. That was the best I could go. I didn't want to quarrel nor debate over drama, so I just kept quiet and listened to orders. I tried my best for the drama, trying to improve it when she was not around. Nevertheless, my ideas were not really being recognised and it sucks being questioned like I have done something to sabotage the drama. The attitude is what makes me disappointed.
I'm not in the right to comment on a whole lot of things. Except for those which concerns me. For those which doesn't, it's for me to know, and for her to find out.
As for the foul word(s) that I typed in that particular post, it wasn't even referring to anyone or anything. I type as I go and there it was. And there she thought I was referring to her. Yea, I think it might have seemed like I was frigging cursing her.
No choice. Can't help it. I am a foul mannered girl, as she might think.
EDIT: It surprises me to realise that how much we have in common. Like how we seemed equal. Equivalent. It surprises me even more that we're in this fugly state. I guess the thing that differs between us is so huge that it has caused such a big hole between us.
Seriously, of course I know how Poo & co. treated me when I was being boycotted. I'm the nuu zhu jiao. And if I didn't know, Poo & co. told me about it when peace was restored.
How did she helped me when Poo was scolding me? Because I think I would have helped her when Poo was scolding her too. So that makes us equal or? I don't know.
It's not like I didn't treat her as a friend too. How much she and I have in common, I forgot. And during that period of time, I treated her like a friend, I liked spending time with her. Too much, so much that it caused RC and me to quarrel.
And there was the time when I was disapointed in her. When I didn't want to get into any quarrels with you over drama, I shut up and listened to her. I didn't utter a single word of complain to her because I trusted she knew her stuff.
I admit I was super cold in the way I talked to her and responded to her. That was the best I could go. I didn't want to quarrel nor debate over drama, so I just kept quiet and listened to orders. I tried my best for the drama, trying to improve it when she was not around. Nevertheless, my ideas were not really being recognised and it sucks being questioned like I have done something to sabotage the drama. The attitude is what makes me disappointed.
I'm not in the right to comment on a whole lot of things. Except for those which concerns me. For those which doesn't, it's for me to know, and for her to find out.
As for the foul word(s) that I typed in that particular post, it wasn't even referring to anyone or anything. I type as I go and there it was. And there she thought I was referring to her. Yea, I think it might have seemed like I was frigging cursing her.
No choice. Can't help it. I am a foul mannered girl, as she might think.
EDIT: It surprises me to realise that how much we have in common. Like how we seemed equal. Equivalent. It surprises me even more that we're in this fugly state. I guess the thing that differs between us is so huge that it has caused such a big hole between us.
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