It has been a long time since I have written an uber emo and bias post. Since Marc, I guess. It's time.


What the shit am I getting myself into. Here I am, living my life happily. With Qingy & co. and the many girlfriends and DotA peeps that I have.

Poo, WeiQiang, Marc, YongSheng, GuanYi, Kiong, WeiYing. All of them. I was having so much fun and laughter with them during the December school holidays. Carefree, and void of problems.
There was Qingy, Jolyn and Pup, whom I got close with when school reopened. They treated me like their best buddy, and I felt super welcomed.
Of course, there was HuiXian, SuShan, XinYu, Sheryl, WeiTing, YiJing, KaiLi. After that internal class conflict, everyone opened up. That was when I finally felt some class spirit. People whom I don't used to talk to, have become friends whom I can joke around with.
Because of DotA, AhBui, Sheldon, JJ, JingDa & co. This Funan thing really gave me the chance to be able to talk to them freely, almost like friends. And now, I can even talk on MSN with AhBui over everything. ^^ I call them the joker gang, fun.

Not to forget, RueyChyi, Casan, JiaMin, Miki.
Since Sec1, we've been through conflicts, boycotts, fun times. We know each other inside out and around. They're the first ever people whom made Secondary school life enjoyable for me. Without them, I woudn't have friends. Without them, who am I?


I love all these people. I could have lived my life with all these people. And I don't see anything wrong with it. I was so contented with my life.
Contented that I am a gamer, a girl gamer in fact.
Contented that I am born with such a personality.
Contented that I always have someone to talk to no matter what.
That's when this bloody shit comes in.

There's a fine, fade line between "like" and "want to be with". Considering what a good life I am having now, and am I willing to sacrifice all of these and to maybe bring problems to myself. I have learnt my lessons and I am careful not to thread on dangerous objects. So far so good, Kimberlyn.
Call me a coward. Why should I bring any possible hurt to myself, right?


Yet, the sins. The bloody sins. Sinful. Ever heard of Sinful Love? Kimberlyn's Sinful Love.
Haha. I mock myself. I have never ever dreamt of this scenario, never have I wished for this to happen. How I hope that I was involved in it at all.
Fate? Nope. Work of humans. My philosophy.



Just when life becomes simple, you two had to disrupt my peace eh? But, what are friends for? Not complaining! We need to be happy. I am. (Waiting to hear "Me too" and "Me three")





^^V
PEACE.