It is everything that I have done that lands me into this situation that I am in now. I have let you down and even maybe hurt you.
But do you have to remind me about how wrong and how much I have let you down? I am in no position to say this though. I admit that I was quite pissed with you when you said what you said. When I think carefully about it though, I realised you had all the right in the world to do that, or maybe even do things worse than that.

You did not kill me or scold me after I made my decision, and I should have thanked you and God for that.



And for you, however, I am sorry to say that I am not going to entertain your emotional thoughts and feelings about me anymore because when you had the chance to tell me about them, you did not. But now when I am not interested, you want to tell me. Sad to say that I do not really give a damn about how you feel about me anymore because I do not care whether you like/love/hate me.
I know I am harsh in saying this, but it is what I have got to say to free me and youself. It has been a long time since that day and it is time you let go. For the sake of me and yourself. I'm sorry.