-.- *Knock head onto the wall*
Kimberlyn Kimberlyn Kimberlyn.
You chiong-ed out with Poo, BaJiuKiller and Alvin for 5 days already. Today is the 5th day. Those 3 are the ones I have been seeing for the past 5 days non-stop. Of course, there're others who hang out with us for like, 4 days too. Like, GuanYi and Melo~ (:
And I have been talking on the phone till very late in the night with Poo and BaJiuKiller these few days. Now I'd feel weird if I am not talking to them on the phone at night. Ahhh, sweet.

It seems weird that I feel closer to my DotA peeps whom I knew this year than to the people whom I have known for 3 years. Maybe it's the fact that my personality doesn't suit my girlfriends, and thus, misunderstanding occur. I have been trying to make myself clear for the past year, but nothing came out of it. And seriously speaking, I'm quite tired of trying to prove to them that I treat them like buddies. Trusting and not betraying is much better isn't it?
I have given up trying to persuade people to see who I am. It's up to them. People who are willing to accept me can see who I am really and can trust me totally. DotA peeps, HuanQing, Chmel. Yea. That's it.
Openly speaking, I'm not sure if Casan, RueyChyi, JiaMin and Miki are counted as my buddies. Because sometimes, I feel the opposite. But I love them, yup. I still trust them enough to tell them my problems.


One more thing, I am a whole myself. I do not think I am obliged to stick with someone for the rest of my Secondary school life. I mean, yes, piority. But I still can make new friends and hang out with them right? That doesn't mean that you guys are being replaced in my heart. Just hope you'd understand that. And everyone will change at some point of a time. Kimberlyn starts to wear skirts! Shock shock, pow pow, bam! I am changing and I admit to that. So, you should too. For the better.

Friends forever.