Maybe the hormones that are responsible for all my angst-y. Pardon me.

I'm not totally sure how to face him anymore.
After I realised what could happen to us. How am I supposed to put in my everything into this now?
Sometimes, I feel insecure. I want to tell him so much, but looking at how stressed you are, feeling the stress in your heart and mind.. I can't bear to add anymore problems to you. Moreover, my insecurity is so minor compared to the problems that you have to solve now.


Moral of the story : Do not get a boyfriend who is popular with girls.