I feel like the bad person now that he keeps telling those, "I'm a better person so why don't you give me a chance." things.
I've told him like 1 million times that it's impossible. He doesn't listen, neither does he want to stop. It's making me feel so bloody guilty.
What's over is over and I have no intentions of going through the whole process of finding my feelings for him all over again. I'm happy I've finally free from that tiring and pressurize life. I thought we would be fine now, friends talking to each other. But fuck it.
So I should not have been so friendly with him.
I should have hated him and ignored him and treated like he doesn't exist.
Obviously I don't want that. So I started talking to him like friends.
But now, I feel so damn guilty. Like I caused him to.. "cannot forget me".


What a great job you did, Kimberlyn. How clever.