wth. wth wth wth.
what did i do wrong. WHAT THE HELL DID I DO WRONG.
what stupid thing did i do again to make u angry again.
ytd u still assure me u wont.
u told me u wont.
u said u wont ever ever ever again.

then, then now what. i dont know what to do! seriously, what u wan me to do. u nv reply me, so i go home. bu dui ma? why, what i do to make u angry. u want play, i let i play. i didn't disturb u like a irritating pest. u dont wan to come out, never mind. u dont want to come out, i suggest something, u also dont wan to reply me. then what am i suppose to do?

so what were ytd's words for?.. i want to believe in them. everytime i want to believe in everything u say, u always just go back against your words. again and again, i believe and again and again u break them.
i know u care about and all, but why must u always let your emotions get the better of u. your brain ask u be angry at me and shout at me u jiu do that. why u never think of my feelings and try to be in my shoes de.
i just dont understand why must we always quarrel about such STUPIDIDIOTFREAKINGLAMEASSDUMB^$#@*%$#*@!&$@#*&^$@#&*$#@ things.


ya, maybe i'm such a dumbass who does everything wrong. ya, maybe. that's why i hate myself for making u angry for making u sad for making u pissed off. whenever u're not happy, u think i'll be whooping and celebrating here ma? OF COURSE NOT. if u're sad, i'd be even affected a 1000000 times more. i wont be cheering out loud how happy i am to see u unhappy, i keep blaming myself for making u unhappy. i know it's always my fault. everything i do is wrong and i shouldnt have done it. i should have go find u but i didnt. i should have shut up but i didnt. i should have stop bothering u but i didnt. i should have go and kill myself, BUT I DIDNT.




i dislike it when u're angry.