my fucking computer i dun noe why..
can go into internet but i can't blog.
so i've become so desperate that i'm blogging in sch.
RAH.
so many things have happened this few days.
seriously i dun noe why but i've been feeling pissed off and feel yuan wang.
but somehow i think i'm already used to it.
i'm numb.
there is no use for me to explain all over and over again if ppl dun trust me.
those people whom i expect to trust me and support me are actually betraying me.
people keep accuse me of stuff that i'm not to blame for.
people keep putting weights onto me.
not that i don't care.
i'll just keep quiet, and live alone.
i'm independant.
this few yrs in sec sch has made me work this way.

want to hate me, go ahead.
want to kill me, come on.
want to curse me, i dun care.

i'll live on my own. in my world.
i won't be such an extra or whatever shit ass thingy that i'm blemd for anymore.
maybe i'm too much a busybody or whatever fucking lame ass thing.
so now i wont care about anyone else anymore.
that's it.
that's my aim.