is money really that important to u?
so important ma? that u ignore me?
is money so important to u that u would hurt me because of it?
is it wrong of me to ask u to return him the money?
i know, he took an extra 4 dollars.
does it matter? why must money always be a factor in relationships?

friends quarrel because of money.
a married couple fight because of money.
siblings quarrel for money.

money is not everything, my dear. if it really matters that much to u, i'll return u the money. the 5 dollars, and the 10 dollars u gave him. i'll return everything to u. hao ma? what is it that made u have no mood to talk to me? the fact that i asked u to return the money to him? or the fact that u had to pay 5 dollars for me?
seriously, if i knew u would be pissed off with me, i'll take the money from kiong. just because u are someone i regard close to me, i thought i could rather count on u.

why must u be angry over this. of all things.
is our relationship that fragile?
14 mths. today, 14 mths.
shuo zhen de, ru guo jiu zhe yang jie shu, wo hui hen bu gan yuan.
money doesnt mean anything to me, without it i wont die. maybe i will, physically. but mentally, i wont.
i know it's all at the heat of the moment, i know u love me a lot, i know. but how much love is there for me compared to your love of money?
maybe i think too much, i hope.


i feel like cutting myself. let the pain flow away.