This is the first time I ever felt soooo, hm, truthfully and seriously friends with you. It's as though we COULD talk to each other about everything and anything. Something that I might not be able to achieve in the past. Though I doubt I would start opening myself up to any of my friends, but it's a start that I am starting to be close to you.
In a sense that, we've never been this close before have we? Or is it just me thinking to much? I hope not.

Someone said hope is useless, but well, I quite beg to differ.
Though yes, it IS bloody useless at times, but hope brings you through the bad times and makes you strong. Strong I am. :D


I fucking love this keyboard. Kudos to the owner. O M G THIS KEYBOARD IS SO NICE TO TYPE WITH.
Anyway, crying is dumb so nobody should ever try crying.
I'm going to train Casan not to cry so easily! Tough work, but go for it! Ahahah.

With all my power, and all my will.
I stand up against the fucking frills.
HAHAHAHA.
=p

Watch this super super super CUTEEEEE video man!
MUST WATCH! GOT THIS FUCKING DAMN CUTE BABY INSIDE. LIKE O M G. <3

HEHE. This is to xia suay myself only. =p

HI HAPPY BYE.

Fuck my fucking mouth. Fuck off Kimberlyn.

I <3 CASAN AND RUEYCHYI. <3 <3 <3 <3
Thanks for helping meeeeeeee! If not for them, I would be rushing like mad on Thrusday. =p

Went to Chambers yesterday at like, 9am. -____- It's been a damn long time since I did that. Weeeeee. Didn't feed like the past which is great. Had headache after gaming for like 6hours non stop. It's a miracle I didn't drop dead. Ahah.

And what is the problem with teachers. Especially mine. = = Anantha has such a big mouth. Tell my mum that I sleep in class. Now I am so dead, 24/7 under watch already I guess. Haha. Mehhh.


What is wrong with my Pugna! WHY BECOME LIKE THAT! Omg.

I just tried to install mIRC from the school computer but to no avail.
Ahaha, not that I didn't know it wouldn't work. =p I might get luckyyy.


Anyway, Happy Birthday Greg.
:D
YOU.
ARE.
OLD. HEHEHE.

In school computer lab again. Watching a dumb horror movie. Oh well.

Just finished reading an email and been thinking whether what will happen next. Like, what have we done and understand for these past 3 1/2 years.
None of us thought that this would be such a fragile friendship and for all that we have thought we knew.
There is nothing much for me to say as I know people get on with life as they grow older and I was the very first to start being independent. Looking at how we're now, it gets quite irritating for me and RueyChyi to keep trying to inject some sense into the both of you. By lookin gfrom the sidelines, we are more clear of anything but we can't do anything at all.
Almost 4years of friendship is in the hands of the both of you.
Everyone of us has our flaws and haven't we learnt to accept it? I do not understand what is your point in saying about Casan's emoness. That's her flaw.
The rest of us know very well what yours is. By caring about us in the wrong way that it become a form of controlling, a form of pressure on us. By shooting off your mouth.
The 4 of us have our own bad points that I thought we could understand.

So why can't we just try not to be so overbearing and sensitive?

AHAHAHAH. Passed my fucking Chemistry test and my EMaths is wu di.
So is my chinese. Been studying these few days and I don't like the feeling of studying. Heck Social Studies. = =

I'm going to force JiaMin to talk no matter what. Grrr. Don't see the point if this keeps on, like what's the point of this conflict here.

Quite no life. Was walking around AMKHub with RueyChyi and Casan and we realised that our lives are like so.. .... ......
Mehhhh. Nothing to do except loiter around and drinking bubble tea. Wtf lor.
And they keep going "Hey Baby". Seriously feel like slapping them. Ahahaha.


And which competition would be held at MIDNIGHT. HELLO! ... ):

Fugly. -_______-


Hi.


Hiiiiii!


Retards.


.... -____________- Poor Cass.



AHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHA CUTE SIAL.


<3







Psssst, see Ruby's face.






O.O






Mehhhh. Nothing to say.

Counting down to:

• Birthday
• SS Common Test
• The day Cloud lending me his computer
• CAPL
• The day my parents give me my allowance. -________-

I'm still deprieved of my internet access and feeling all bad about my DotA and all good about O2jam. Haha. =p
Thinking about stopping DotA and maybe then I might be able to study. But I doubt I would really stop. It's too much of my life to take it out. Can't fail Tuesday's Chemistry test though. If I fail, it's "Hi Mr. Tan" for me.

Caught Bridge to Terabithia and some dodo might to dodo to understand. :x
Oh and, I look fugly in 4/1's class photos. -______-


Happy Mummys' Day yo. ^^V

English is seriously the slack-iest lesson ever. Ms. Edwards is the slack-iest teacher EVER.
5 months till O levels. A month till Common Tests and now, the class is in the Computer Lab watching Flushed Away. -_______-
I should have brought my HP series. Ahahah. Flushed Away is, ... Zzz. Weird animation.
I need to watch some movie in the cinema soon, or I'll die from lack of entertainment.

Lee Yen Yen e-mailed my name along with some other classmates name to CheeSiong. Zzz x194325.
Anantha: I asked all the teachers and they said you always look half dead and tired in class. Can you be more focused?
Poo: Cos she got boyfriend what! (Hello Poo. Fuck you, you don't know anything. No sabo!)
Anantha: Ahhh. I can understand Kimberlyn, I'm been through that period before.

ROFL? Too much information from her I think. =p And, the previous day..

ChanKaTeck: Yu Hua, ni bu yong pa mei you man peng you de. Ni na me piao liang.
Me: Wo mei you pa. Hahaha.
ChanKaTeck: Ni bu yong pa de, yi hou hen duo ji hui de.
Me: Aiya, wo mei you pa lah! HAHAHA.
ChanKaTeck: Xian zai du shu bi jiao zhong yao, bu yong pa mei you nan peng you de.
Me: .... Wo mei you... Wo mei you pa lah.


Have been spending my no-laptop-days talking on the phone and crapping. Lol. It's a wonder how much there is to talk about.
Understanding and laughing. Teasing and sincere. =/
And wo mei you pa wo mei you nan peng you. Haha. Dumb ass. Really, it's like a new life and new hope and such lah. Haven't been like that for quite a period of time I guess. If this works out, good for me. ROFL. =p

Been gorging myself with food over the past few days too. It seems like nothing to do = EATEATEAT. Mehhh, I should control myself or something.


Hm, the lead mouse's private part just got banged 4 or 5 times. PAIN.
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO MAYI BY THE WAY. Didn't text him nor call him whatsoever. Hm. Bad Kim.

Laptop spoilt.
Would be out of contact till Cloud sends me his computer. Ahaha.
CAPL in 2 weeks time. Grrr. Weather's bloody hot and humid, making my mood like shit.
And I am not studying not because of DotA. >=[

I need more than just luck and effort I guess. Though I don't know what's lacking. Mehhh.
Hm, rawr.

Happy belated birthday to Miki by the way. Couldn't go out in the morning to celebrate with her. Hmmm. ):

Haven't been in the best of moods lately.
I'm growing up yo? Teenage angst. Bam.
3 more weeks till SS common test and I haven't study yet. I'm so going to die.

Seriously, I think I am soooo fucking noob in DotA. Like, who wan be worst than me.
Been feeding like shit and doing the wrong things over and over again these 2days. Especially my VS yesterday. So many shit mistakes and was feeding like it's a game of "who feeds the most wins". Which CM will 1-11. Fuck. @#%^*@#$^(@&*$^(!


.......



Damn no mood to do anything. Lost the morale to play already.
Saveeee meeeeeeeeeeeee.

TongTong came into 4/1 and talked her inspiring talk for an hour. She talked for AN HOUR without any breaks. Awed.
And I'm not proud of my 32, and I don't think it's good. To add to the fact that, everyone's brain is of diferent sizes. If everyone could get a 6 so easily, AMKSS would easily be the top school in S'pore. To have a goal is nice, but not to be over demanding is as important as well.

Hm, feeling very fucked up this few days. Lose my temper easily. Zzz. I should go zibi and meditate or something. Kept shouting and scolding people in school. -_____- I should go and dieeeeee. Mehhh, meditate.

What did I do wrong?
I hate it.

marc. says:
you xu xu?
marc. says:
do you xuxu?
CircleCircleDotDot says:
kim do u mark ur test paperS?
CircleCircleDotDot says:
DO U MARK?
CircleCircleDotDot says:
U MARK?
CASANN Something Longer Lasting! (: says:
LOL
Kimberlyn says:
HHAHA
Kimberlyn says:
yes i do
marc. says:
LOL
marc. says:
kim
marc. says:
do u poo?

Joke of the day yo.
:D I love my guys and girls.


Spiderman 3 alright actually. Though the first hour was draggy and as naggy as my mum.
AND I AM SOOOOO EXPOSED. OMG. SHE SAW! =p Bahhhh, but who cares!

Social Studies common test brought forward to end of this month, 29 May. Great, I have less than a month to study this year AND last year's syllabus. = = Wish me luck.

SpiderMAYI later with rEvO.

Can anyone be any sexier than him? HAHAHAHAHHA!

Kimberlyn doesn't have any touching stories or heartwarming tales to be told. All she has is herself, and her heart. Currently written a prologue, and is still waiting for the first chapter to be written. And the epilogue might never be written.
Kimberlyn is an individual, not to be mixed with others. There is no way a new character can come in so late in the story. I doubt so.
Kimberlyn is quite an optimistic girl whom is hard to fathom. Facade, Peusdo, Fake which all relates to her. She has to protect herself, not letting her guard down at any one time.
Kimberlyn requires a lot. She is hard to maintain.

Can't believe I was these emo over him. =/ But I liked what I have written during that period of time.

Blood trickles from her hand as she cried. The drops of tears fall
drmatically onto her wrist, as frustration takes over her mind. The drops of tears found each other and mutated to form a knife. Sliding across her wrist with no sign of hesitation, she can't let go of the knife. Yet, all I can do is to watch silently from the background, watching her kill herself slowly. It's enough.

Tears gushes out from those blood shot eyes of hers. And blood is dripping slowly, draining his oblivious self. I stand by the sidelines, camouflaged into the crowd, experiencing both. There I was, blending in the background, with a pile of nothingness hovering above me, waiting to drop its weight onto me.