I am starting to think that my life during this holiday is nothing but a routine.
Chambers, Poo's house, my house, out, Chambers, Poo's house, my house, out. ChambersPoo'shousemyhouseout.


Expectedly, I went to Poopoopooooooo's house yesterday.
Played, ate, slacked.
Poor poor Poo couldn't O2jam because of the earthquake in Taiwan. But I can at home! Wahaha.




I am so not looking forward to school reopen-ing day, partly because I have not gotten my textbooks yet. Mostly because Mdm. Anantha is still my form teacher. Oh, and I better get Lee WeiJun as my Maths teacher. Most importantly, GIVE ME EDWARDS AS ENGLISH TEACHER.
EDWARDSEDWARDSEDWARDS!!!
I don't want to be banded into Mrs. Anand's class. No, I don't.


P.S Pray that I can go to Chambers tomorrow.

P.P.S. Pray that I can get my new SIM card tomorrow.

P.P.S Pray that I can stay out till very late tomorrow.

P.P.P.S Yes,it's all about, TOMORROW.

Lost my dearest precious pretty phone, in Genting.
= No pictures.
= Sad.


Genting,
= Swollen lips, again.
= Lost phone.
= Closer to the day school reopens.

Merry Christmas to everyone! (: Hohoho.

Damn fun today.
Went to watch Death Note 2 in the afternoon with Poo, Marc, Alvin and WeiQiang.
Marc is so irritating, keep on perstering Alvin to return him the 10 bucks. Noisy fellow.


I was in a bloody bad mood this morning because I found out my mother brought my sister out WITHOUT leaving any money for me. Zip, zero, zip.
In the end she had to transferred money to my father's account. How troublesome.




Then I went to find Esther and her hotel room. Haaaa.
Crazy rich people, I'd say.

And what happened for the rest of the night, IS A SECRET.


Was supposed to stay out the whole night, but my father didn't allow me to. Zzzz. Sad-ed.

I think I am a walking corspe now. Zzzzzzz.
Was Jamming with Alvin and GuanYi, and GuanYi went to sleep around 2 plus.
Alvin was kind and Jam-ed with me till 4.30am. Mr. Nice guy. Have to give him morning call to repay him. Hah.
And I downloaded lots and lots of songs! (: Finally.


DotA later at Chambers soon.

• Get 10 bucks from Mummy.
• Wake Chmel and Alvin up.
• Jam.
• Jog to bus stop to meet XoC.
• Sleep, maybe not.

Was actaully supposed to accompany WeiQiang and Poo to Lavender to do their IC thing. But Poo didn't wake up on time and WeiQiang didn't prepare somethings. In the end, WeiQiang and me went to Poo's house to wake him up.

Poo's hair looks uber disgusting! And he wears boxers to sleep.
Then I was quite curious about what WeiQiang wear to sleep, because he laughed when he realised Poo was wearing boxers. So, when I asked him what he wears to sleep (a choice between underwear and boxers), he went all shyshy. HAHA~



I realise I soooo suck in bowling. I got like only 36 for a whole game. While WeiQiang, Maurice and Hutomo kept on striking. No mood ah.
When to play pool too. And table tennis. And a shooting game which Chmel is so much more talented at it than I am.
But I like pool~

And I found my old ability to play table tennis. Considering I was in the table tennis club for like 2 years? N1. But once I play with Hutomo, GG.


Oh, and Poo got this damn nice pants that I like. Like those baggy kind of jeans. Random.




Went for a movie at night. Night in the Museum. Very funny and entertaining! Laughed like a crazy woman. (:
There was this damn irritating monkey that reminds me of monkey. Same as him, irritating, not cute and ugly. Aha. Both have the same kind of botak head too.


Feeling tired now.
But I want to DotA. And Jam.



Alvin challenge me not to eat fatty stuff and jian fei. Ok, he didn't really challenge me, but he doesn't think I can do it. Hey yo! I will show him!
And I saw dear Jo at J8 today. Reminds me of poor poor Alvin. Lalala.

If my Dad dares to hit my one more time, he's dead.



Aha! Alvin really can't play Monopoly. Everytime he plays, he loses.
Like mental torture. He wants to lose quickly, so that the game can end, but he keep earning money and then paying money to GuanYi and his railroads.
He went to jail for 13 times for the whole of the game too. Hilarious!
Ku xiao bu de.


And GuanYi has become so addicted to O2Jam. How to save him?

Happy belated birthday to Poo and happy birthday to WeiQiang!

DotA-ed on Saturday.
Went to Poo's house to play and have fun on Sunday.
DotA-ed for the whole of today too.

= My mother going on a rampage and triple killing me.

= GG. Ownage.





And fuck that Cavan for lying to me that he failed his N levels.
Boo to myself for believing him.

If you don't want to talk to me, then don't.
If you are not happy with me, say it to my face.
If I mean nothing but a bitch to you, by all means.

FINE.




I never thought I meant that little to all of you. Especially you TWO.

Life has been the same old routine day after day.
And I feel as though I am squashed in the middle of them and them.
Stress.
School is starting soon and I have not even started on my homework.
And I have low confidence.

• Byakuya's hair is so cool. <3
• Casan plays O2jam! So nice.
• I am level 20 in O2jam! WAHAHAHA~~~
• I double killed in DotA using Techies today! Lalala. And I am starting to have a liking for Pugna and Witch Doctor. I think I am going to give up on Visage, though. ):
• AND MY VS IS PROVEN MORE USEFUL THAN MARC'S LOTHAR + MOM VS!
• The next time I see Marc, he is going to die so horribly he wished he never ruin my mines in game today.
• Train my monopoly (yes, monopoly) and thrash WeiQiang!
• Psycho Chmel to use VS. (:
• I am at Bleach 57. Gogogo Ichigo~~~
• Hungry now.
• I owe Poo and WeiQiang $10 each.
• XoC's chieftain and vice-chieftain's birthdays are coming up!

I just finished reading Chmel's blog entry about her family and stuff.
And I feel like I'm such a not good sister/daughter/granddaughter/friend.

That's a lot of things to be bad in.


Being the oldest child in the family, I am like supposed to take care of the other two and be niceynicey to them, right? But it's been like Trina doing this, Trina doing that for years. Gina's geting tortured by me everyday too.

I like Trina a lot a lot. I just keep torturing my sisters, forcing thm to do stuff for me.
And I am soooooooo bad to them. I don't even get things for them! I mean, like chocolates and stuff.
I think Trina would be so pissed with me someday, and Gina is so deprived of childhood.



And my parents. I sometimes feel damn unfilial. The way I scream at them.
I am supposed to help with all the housework and stuff, but everyday I just keep lazing around in front of the laptop and the television.
Or I'd be sleeping.
With all the debts and such things, I don't know how my mother cope.

Moreover, sometimes I think that my father's a jerk, after I found out about how he treat my mother when I was still so young. They didn't expect me to find out I think. But other times, he can be so nice to me, apart from all that shouting.


And I seriously don't give a damn about my grandfather at times.. Waffffakkkkk~ I feel bad everytime I see him sitting at the basement alone doing nothing at all without anyone to talk to. It's like, always in the movies, the grandchildren would be so close with the grandparents. Heart to heart talks and such, yea? But nothing like this has ever happened on me and my grandparents.



I'm a bloody bitch to my friends too.
I take them for granted, seriously. Until XoC came and such.
Not 1 friend ever meant so much to me until I started DotA.


My mother's slamming things and mumbling unde her breath about what a useless piece of shit I am. Now. About how I am like a disabled.
Nice timing, that would make me feel better. Not.

I am really beginning to think that I am doing something terribly wrong.
The place of them in me is so high nobody can ever believe. For once in these 3 years I have felt at ease with a group of people. But now, fuck it all.
It means nothing to them, but a huge lot to me.

These few days have been pure torture for me. Don't know what happen to WeiQiang. The way he talks to me now is as if he's talking to someone totally not worth his time. Even when I asked him what happened, he says nothing. Great, how great. Another person who hates me.

Now I owe Poo money.

And he got me a cute tortoise. A BIG cute tortoise. Somehow like my handphone strap, on a bigger scale that is.


P.S I am sick. Sore throat and flu. And I still refuse to go to the doctor's.

I did something wrong, did I?
): Sorry.

= Unhappy.

Trina is such a bitch.
So am I. What's with the bitching thing? I think it's in the genes, ya?
I need someone to cheer me up ahhhhh~


Someone's coming to look at the house soon. He/she better rent this house away from us. Like for.. 5K a month? Impossible though. Whatever the rental, just get me out of this house.

Didn't go to East Coast park today, but we went to a amphitheatre in the HDB flats. XinYu was so sweet that she baked TWO cakes for HuanQing! KianLam came to join us in the later afternoon and we went to Parkway Parade. It's been damn long since I've been there..

Damn hilarious when we were in the toilet. They were waiting for me and I was in the cubicles. SuShan and guys shouted "Eh, Kim!".
Then there's this woman who replied "Ahhh~". And then when they shouted "Kimberlyn See!" The woman replied to the name also. Haha. After that they called out "See Ee Hua!". She replied also!! Damn funny. We laughed all the way out of the toilet.


Oh well, fun day. Gossip-ed all the way home with KianLam and SuShan. And I finally found out about the shit about me and Tommy "hugging". -.-



HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO HUANQINGAND HOPE SHE GROWS TALL!!

GuanYi is in Australia.
Poo is in Malaysia.

And I'm going to East Coast soooooooonnnnn~


P.S I think I have a boring life.

Routine life.
DotA from 8am to 7pm. *Claps Claps* Damn fun! We played some fun maps of Warcraft today! Ahaha. I love the Pudge Hooking thing. (: Oh oh! And my QoP got Skadi today! Bowahahahah~ (Bleach)

Kiong damn funny! He was using Lucifer with BattleFury so when Lucifer attacks, his action is the stomping of the foot.
He typed "kiong kik" and then he chiong-ed Poo and attacked him, so, he went stomp stomp stomp. And Poo stun him. In the end Kiong died. Laugh out loud~ Just for that "kiong kik" thing he sacrificed himself. Haha~


AND TOMORROW IS HUANQING'S BIRTHDAY! WOOOOOOO~
Muah, muah. Going to East Coast with her, KianLam, SuShan and XinYu to celebrate! (:

Bleach-ing.

DotA-ed the whole of yesterday. From 8am to 8pm. (: But I think I am deproving. After DotA, I talked with WeiQiang and Poo, and they made me realised how not important I am in XoC. -.- Not that they told me that in the face, I just thought so when we chatted. Oh well. TRAIN.

Tomorrow, DotA day or not DotA day? If I go DotA, then I would be like dui bu qi Cavan.
Ahhh.


P.S Bleach is so fucking nice! Omigosh. I want more!