just found out that ms deepa talked to marc's daddy about us. -.-
during ptc.
so cool, not.
then qi told me anantha told my mummy what some ppl complain say me and marc at the void decks.
-.- i was like... nooooo~
feel so yuan wang!
even if they see 2 amkss students how they know is MARC and KIMBERLYN.
-.- -.- -.-
si buay sian.
haii. what the hell. HAII.

tmr still need to go maths remedial.
i wan to play dota.
i wan to wach over the hedge.
haii.
how could anantha anyhow tell my mummy things.
RAH!!!!!!!

my lips ain't THAT red anymore. TADA.
good news to me. but it still hurts. urgh.
wasn't quite an enjoyable trip.
tortured by siva.
tortured by the thick lips disease.
tortured by the american food.
tortured by the looooong rides.
tortured by the stupid plane.
and we didn't win! 17th in 43?
quite good liao. but compared to ACSI, 1st, 2nd, 3rd.
tong tong bao dao wan.
it's like.. CHAMPION IN THE WORLD!
i wan. haii.

bought pressies for ppl.
shirt and bk for myself.
OoTP us version!! so happy.
now i regret nv buy GoF as well.
=(

casan went crazy shopping. jason and ah poo bought bears for their darlings!
sweeet.
ms. edwards went crazy too. she like buy US$400 worth of things. crazy woman.
zzzzz. jet laggggggggggggggggggggggg..

at least i'm back in singapore now~
wahahahaha.


miss dear so much.


HAPPY BELATED ANNIVESARY, DEAR!!!!!!!!

thick. red. swollen. cracked.

LIPS.


zzzz. that's all i can say.

i feel bad la.
walao.
i make her so unhappy liao.
why the hell i had to go crazy and type everything out!
bwah. should go and knock myself on the wall.
wo bu shi gu yi de.
i didn't think. i just type and type lor!
sorry sorry!
dun cry!! i very scared ppl cry de.
especially girls.
sprry sorry sorry!!
i shouldn't have open my big mouth and bla bla bla.
sorry.
i really dun mind you and him kor mei de.
seriously! ah...
sorry!

forgive me!!

kelly!!
SORRY!!
wo dui bu qi ni..!!!
bwah!
didn't mean to insult you.
it was the actions of a hurt, sad and angry girl.
SORRY!!
a crate of chocolates coming your way!!
=)

trying to be friends with her project launched, for the second time.
jiayous kimberlyn.
you can do it.

MARC LOVE YOU!!!! WAHAHAHAH!!!

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feeling bad.
i miss dear.
i scared from us come back jiu no more dear.
wo hen bu fang xin.

dear sick now. fever.
just now at j8 look so sick.
but still try to make me feel happy cos i told him about the BLAH. you get the point.
haii.
but i didn't know whether to trust him or not.
he kept so many things from me.
he lied to me.
i wan to trust him.
i will ba, i will.


i love him so much i could die.
sighs.

i wan to sleep. and forget about her.
she makes my day bad.
i wan to sleep. and when i wake up, dear will be there for me.
i wan to sleep.




i wan to sleep.

i'm trying not to be bitchy.
i'm trying not to be angry.
i'm trying not to sad.
i'm trying not to slap someone.

i dun really feel hatred or what.
it's just that, i can't accept that he could have liked her before, when we were still tgt.
this side, he says he love me.
that side, he say he loves her.
how many ppl does he love?

it just happens that i'm not a girl who is willing to share her bf with everyone.
sorry to say that, but i'm not that da fang.
fine. they wan to hold hands and take pictures tgt.
i can pretend i dun noe about it.
i can, but i won't.
if she's so despo and wan to kiss him, fine.
go ahead. but i trust marc.
it's not that i'm proud. i have my times when i'm scared too.
fucking hell. all the fucking problems starts this year.
what does that mean? infer it yourself.
i'm just not the type of girl who plays with relationships.
i'm dead serious, and i mean it.

actually, we had nothing to do with each other at all.
why did you come into the picture?
what's with all that holding hands?
i-love-you-s?
my limit is high. very high.
but stop it, you're almost touching the line now.
poke my ass a few more times and i will go crazy.
i will try not to.
i have tried many stuff this year.

trying to like you.
trying to be friends with you.
trying to assure myslf that marc and me would be fine even with you arnd.
trying to be happy.
trying not to cry.
trying not to see things i dun wan to see.
trying to make myself happy.
trying to forget about marc.

and i failed.


just go away.
you have so many ppl who like you out there.
go.
why must you come near him.
we are trying so hard to be tgt forever.
we are trying so hard to understand each other more.
dou yi jing kuai yao dao mu biao le.
fuck damn it.
and here you come again.
back to square one.

mk once said to me that i'm very bitchy.
yes, i am.
when i'm pissed off. when i'm sad.
especially when i'm hurt.
dun force me to scold you face to face please..
please.
that's my limit.
we are kind of friends now.
i've tried.
please. you lead your life and i lead my life.
i would nv cross your path willingly.





i just wan to be with marc.

jealousy is such a fucking bitch like me.
that's why we are a team.

forgot to say that the ang mo went,
"SO KIMBERLYN!! TELL ME, HOW'S YOUR DAY!!!"
-.- yes, seriously, he said that.
that's still not the most hiong de.
when ah ma came back from work, he went,
"HEY!! MUMSIE IS HOME!!"





who can save me from this enthu ang mo kia.

sighs.
played cold war with marc for the whole afternoon.
stupid us.
in the end, i had to msg his mummy to get his lazy ass out of his house.
i'm such a bitch.
marc agrees too!
zzz.


at least now ok le.
almost made him cry. =(
his eyes red red de.. sighs.
poor dear. so sorry.
HEY! but he made me cry in front of EVERYONE in central.
BY MYSELF.
ok. fine. fair. sighs.
2 more days only.
and we are still fighting.
going to 1 yr le, yet we are still bickering over the smallest things.



i hope that me and dear will be tgt.
tgt.
tgt.
TGT!

aunty brought back her affair come my house.
-.- autralian. tall. ang mo.
went, "HI, KIMBERLYN!! HOW ARE YOU!!!"
loud. enthusiastic. hyper.
i went, "hi, ya. fine. thank you."
and i siam.

i'm scared of too enthu de ppl.
actually my day was not fine at all.
stupid om.
make my life drop to hell.
$1000. ask me go where find.
dun go better.. grrrrr.

me and dear de 1 yr anniversary jiu zhe yang wan dan le!
grrrrrr.
curses!


my aunty de affair brought a super huge lollipop from australia, anyway.
it's like.. the size of... hmm. i dun noe.
my chemistry txtbk.
yes, that big.
i dun noe how am i suppose to eat it.
smash it?
maybe.






i miss dear.

he bluff me again le!
RAH.

he said he would wait for me to finish de.
but in the end, "i at my house de bus stop le."
FINE. nvm, nvm. that's still alright.
sighs.
THREEmoredays only.
cannot even pei wo a while.

waittilligousandyoucan'tseemethenyouwillnoehowgoodiam.


he lucky i'm a kind and forgiving girl! RAH!!

grrr.

MARC IS NOT ANSWERING ME!!!
argh.
he and his dearestdarlingbaobeihoneysweetheartBEST dota!!

went to play dota just now.
SA, SA, SA. i'm also kind of sick of it le.
but no choice! it's the only one i can kill ppl with.
haha.
but, but, but!! at least i'm a little better than gh and del.
and a WHOLE lot better than xn.
lalala. =)
nxt time, i'm going to try techies.
bomb here bomb there until they all scared of me!

AND SHIKAI PLAYED WITH US TODAY!
XIN HAO NAN REN!!
i'm infatuated with him. hah.

oh, and i just rmbed.
rc told me something on an exam day.
about lewin sim. yuck, ok.
we exam that time, he always will go to the back of a wall la.
don't know do what.
but that day rc saw what he was doing.
lalalas.
guess what. =)

esonsihgnikcip!!
haha.
decode that! =)

for a final touch, i hate om.



ok. it has nothing to do with lewin sim but,
i still hate om.

why must you treat me like this.
what have i done wrong.
why don't you tell me.
why are you so frustrated with me.

it really hurts, deep into my heart.
i'm irritating, you don't want to talk to me, i know.
I KNOW.
but it just hurts.

i'm just worried.
i'm just concerned.
dun i even have the right to ask what's wrong with you.
i know you are unhappy, so why did you tell me nothing.
why can you confide in someone else but not me?
just who am i to you, tell me. just who am i to you?

i want to share your burdens with you.
walk side by side with you.
i dun wan to feel hurt anymore.
i dun understand, i just dun.

don't do this to me.
please,
please stop doing this to me.





be happy, please.

FULL HOUSE, HERE I COME!
woots!
min-er coming to my house watch full house. haha.
ok, jiamin.
maybe rc too!

full house craze has hit me, i think.
first it's miki, then casan, and rc.
next target : kim, jiamin.

so me and min-er the slowest. hahah!
=) who cares.
as long as i get to see rain's bod.

wahahahahah!

hahahahahahah!!!!!
hyper.
hyper!!!
HYPER!!!!!!!!

wahaha. lalalas~

talked things out with dear just now.
=) =) =)
sooo, everything's fine now! and i'm in HYPER MODE!!
and just realised that there's like only 7 days more, till i have to leave.
for us. groan.
waste money, waste energy, waste time!

1 WEEK WITHOUT DEAR!!!

i'm so demoralised.
hey, so what if i'm bad at dota. sighs. at least i helped.
blah!
i'm so lan, SO FUCKING DAMN LAN.
argh. must well kill me.

and tmr's a maths and ss.
fuck them all.
WHO CARES! i've given up on ss anyway.
fuck anantha and her great big eyes.
all the better for me to gorge out.

ok, back. know i bathe very long.
went to do my om stuff too.
velco here velcro there. i velcro myself to siva better.
be his slave forever, he happy i think. free slave.
imagine, black and white velcro-ed tgt.
ok, lame. i shall stop.

where was i? ya, ok. casan's shoe.

KIM'S DESIGN! who wan?
FREE OF CHARGE.
just that the shoe spoil no refund. wahaha.
=)
whatever. anw, then about 7.30pm went to central.
buy screen protector for dear!! =)
jason went to tear out the protector and i see also going to huai le so must well buy another for dear. =)
he so happy sia, when i told him. lalalala~
after screen protector went to find wallet at sportslink.
but all not nice de leh. sian!
i'm in deperate need of a wallet.
anyone can tell me where to find nice nice de wallets?

sian. today i a stupid bad mood day for me.
supposed to wake up at 5am to call dear wake up.
AND I FELL BACK ASLEEP.
so fed up with myself. then dear so sad. sigh.
so i told him, "ltr in sch i pei yu study chem! i don't study my physics!"
AND, cos of a stupid misunderstanding, he say i lie to him 2 times.
rah.
fucking pissed off with him that time. so went to exam with a bad mood.
came out of physics exam in a even badder mood.
-.-
AND, there's om. so my mood was like, bad + bad + bad = ROAR!!
ok. chiong all my stuff, thought i could go find dear le.
he waited for me like 4 1/2 hrs.
xim tia for him. so, i chiong go amk central.
pei-ed dear for like 15 minutes and jason said that bloody siva say need to go back.
@#$%!!!
marc was like.. sigh. he was like so damn sad.
but keep tell me he not sad. sigh.
HAII!!! damn that black indian.
i SWEAR i'm going to have serious jet lag so i can't perform.
let that siva suffer and cry and RAH!!!

went back and did those crap things. paint, pack up for sending.
and spray painted casan's shoe with zi xiang. haha.
quite cool you know. first we sprayed it and then use thinner to rub it off.
now so chio. too bad can't load pictures let you guys see.
wahahaha. =)
orange + yellow + red + thinner = KIM'S DESIGN!!

continue ltr. got to go bathe. brb.

why am i so useless.
why can't i even do a simple thing.
why am i so stupid.

STUPID ME!!!!!!!!!

stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid.

sian.
fight with him just now. stupid guy.
RAH. everytime fuck here fuck there.
i hate it when he says fuck. or scold vulgarities.
RAHRAH. so crude.
but at least now ok le. went to his daddy house and order him to come out.
lalala. i've got da power~ WOO!
ok. so.. went to play dota with kiong, lim, xuelong & marc.
AND i'm deproving. =(
sians.

(WARNING : the following is for ppl who accept dota and want to read about it. for ppl like uh, rc and casan or whoever who is against dota. DO NOT CONTINUE! i don't wish to get beaten.)

ok, i suck today la.
as usual i use sa. but don't noe why today not on form.
farm too slow. dun noe when to hit. dun noe when to smoke.
-.- zzz.
then kiong said something to me when i say i going to help him :"aiya, ni dou mei you yong de."
-.- -.- -.- ZZZZZZ!
ok ok. i noe i noe. zzz.
but at least he said i better than lim when lim use necrolyte. haha.
and that marc. ARGH.
always scold me de. that's why dun like play dota with him. feel so hurt!
BWAH!

feeling twisted and weird now.
roar.
something is wrong with us.
RAH.

BORED~
now crapping with shikai on msn. still on the topic about his "gf" which does not exist.
also crapping with kelly and weiting.
and that marc hp no battery.

BOOOOOOOO!!!!!

today chiong om stuff chiong whole day.
mr siva treated everyone chicken rice, and he stole my bai zhan ji away.
in the end he bring it back and say he took wrong after i finished eating his roasted chicken rice.
-.-
casan and i was crapping away and we were talking about kelly.
jason popped into the room and went : " jiang wo de huai hua ah!?"
casan and me went : " ni shi kelly ah!!??"
haha. he did this 3 times.
and he got a new name in return.
Kelly Seng Wei Ting.
haha. cos when he talking about weiting with guanyi he also pop in.
then his surname seng. haha. therefore, the name.
thank you very much. wahaha.
=)

p.s - i'm going to start a Suppory ShiKai Party. anyone interested? =)

just now went to marc mummy house eat dinner after $8 worth of dota playing.
curry + rice + veggies = yum.
=) he walked me home and we saw this old couple la.
both of them wearing white. white pant, white shirt.
haha. they reminded me of PAP.
i told marc that and i laugh like crazy myself in the middle of the road.
haha! and the old man was like holding on to his wife like he gay zhe yang.
the old lady like damn power de. haha. really made me laugh.
they look like spirits too.
so, put them all tgt, they're spirits of PAP supporters.

before that marc went to buy the apple aloe vera juice thing la. the carton kind de to drink.
then he asked me want to drink a not.
i took it from his hand and tried to drink it.
and guess what, the cap is closed.
haha. he didn't open the cap for me. argh.
felt so stupid lor. cos this is the 2nd time i've done it.
-.-
thank you very much for laughing at me, then.
zzz.

EXAMS!!
argh. yesterday's chemistry paper was like.. sighs.
there was this qns about what converter de, as structured qns.
lyy nv even teach us on that!! that was supposed to be self studied.
and guess what, the qns on the converter thing was copied from the txkbk de!
the WHOLE thing. cool?
lyy so lazy!! lazy hag. boo.
and i had no choice but to choose the converter qns cos the other structured qns was on chemical calculations.
and that topic is like french to me.

anyway, at least i got 45 minutes of sleep during the chemistry paper.
you might ask, in front of the teachers?
you would ask, in the hall?
you could say, WHAT!!??
yes, yes, yes.
haha. i was sleeping. =)
after the exam, casan told me jiaying say i keep sleeping and don't want to do the paper.
-.- hello~ i finshed it le.
haha.

quite an eventful day yesterday.
had 2 papers.
went for injection.
watched M:I:3 with marc.
boom here boom there de.
not bad. give 3 1/2 stars. haha.
for pervertic guys, you might want to go watch it.
Maggie Q is sooo sexy! haha.
she has this red dress, which is, to me, just a piece of flimsy cloth.
the slit at the leg runs up to her hips. let your eyes eat ice-cream.
x)

but what i like is her car. oh my god.
it's a orange sports car. sigh.
i swear i'm going to get my hands on it.
somehow.
haha.

i'm done with linking.
i'm done with everything about the construction of my blog!
wahaha. congrat me!
=)

seriously, making a blog is like much easier than i expected.
this means something, i've become cleverer.
=)
went for flu jab today after exam.
that casan bang seh me.
boos.
but it's not pain de. the only thing pain is my pocket.
$28.60 lor! for just a poke in the arm. -.-
sighs. broke le.
AND my arm is aching now.
hen suan!

wahah! ok, finally i put my heart into making a blog.
NICE A NOT?
=)
hey, i risk getting scolded and nagged to finish this blog de.
sacrifice!

*would get on with linking people soon.